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it’s like the refs are under orders not to stop them and the refs have to control the other team’s progress with a sense of purpose.

By: depraved Chi-guy

I have pretty high IQ (146).

Age 1-5 = I was a troublemaker, always fighting with other kids. Very talative. I was always fascinated by the smallest things, like my dad’s little phone book, or the stupid calculator.

Age 6-14 = I was still a troublemaker but made a lot of friends from 1st grade to 8th grade. Although I had some social anxiety, I did pretty good. Thing is these friends, most of them grew up to be pretty bad(drug dealers, whores, gangsters, potheads, drops outs, etc) I would talk a lot, and had a alot of obsessions at first with ninja turtles, then power rangers, and then a huge obsession with star wars. So much that i used star wars related creativity to get into honors class and wow my teachers. I used to also get addicted to playing a lot of video games, but I was pretty good socially though sometimes I felt alone, moreso because of emotional abuse from my parents. Even more talkative, but i used to cry a lot because i would miss my mom in school from 1-3rd grade. I would be very creative and make up all these stories and stuff and create characters and stuff.

Age 15-17 = I became a loner mostly, not depressed or anything, just wasn’t all that happy with life and family, 9th grade i had a few very smart friends, 10th i was basically very alone, 11th grade i started making more smart friends. I wouldn’t talk much during this time

Age 18 = 12th grade was awesome, its when I started opening up, but I reconnected with my elementary school friends, who were doing drugs and stuff, so I started smoking pot. I had a wonderful year, except that breaking up with my GF caused me to become depressed. I got into a great college.

Ages 18-20 = Insanity, I was smoking pot, so I made ALOT of friends at college, but only through smoking, because at the same time my social anxiety started showing up in full force. I would be very depressed for 3-4 months, and then become very hyper and creative for 2-3 weeks and then the mania would increase and take over my life. I would get obsessed with things here and there, like star wars(everytime a new episode would come around) and other things. The mania also caused my obsession with technology and astronomy to be fulfilled, I started making a lot of money, and all i did was buy a new computer, or a new cell phone, new tv, or a new telecscope. I needed something new every week to be happy.

Ages 21-23 = Stopped the drugs, I became self aware, became really into the universe itself and how this galaxy alone is like a spec in the scope of the entire universe. I started having delusional wishes to become an immortal being able to visit the cosmos and then when i got bored, that I would have kill switch to finally rest. This is when I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder and social anxiety. I would be very sympathetic and emphatic towards other, able to tell how or why someone does something, just by small actions. Always able to feel people’s feelings, and how to react and help. Its like i gained a whole new sense. I felt in tune and at the same time felt like i saw something and understood things on a level only a very few people on earth can.

I am almost 24 now and finally found some meds to be barely stable, but i have been reading about asperger’s syndrome, and some of the things match, and i also read in an article how some mother thought her son was bipolar till age 14 and then finally the doctors diagnosed her son with asperger’s syndrome. I always avoid eye contact with people, act rather immature for my age, have the weirdest ****** expressions(girls think its very cute, but i find it disturbing). I was always an A+ student and had and still have very bad hand writing. Also i did have a lot of short mood swings as a kid and then major ones 18-23

I know OCD is mixed in there somewhere, but not the normal OCD, just having obsessions with things for a period of time. Right now its Stargate, and my conversations with my younger brothers are really one sided, I would just sit there blabbing about what happened in this episode, or what happened in that episode. With friends I am usually blabbing about a few things:

“how im not understood or how someone doesn’t have the capability to understand something”

“how big the universe is”

“parallel dimensions and string theory convincing others to realize it”

“how to deal and get with girls”

“BS conspiracies i know are false but i try falsely to convince people anyway”

The only thing that helps anybody is when I talk about how to deal with girls, because I have experienced a lot of good and bad and have finally learned what to do and not do when pursuing a girl.

I am really sorry for my long rant, and I understand no one is a doctor here and cant diagnose anything. I don’t how to bring up to my doctor if I might have asperger’s syndrome. I did ask him like a million times to check if
check if i was anything but bipolar, and he said “really seems like classic bipolar symptoms”

One important question for the people that don’t want to read.

Can you have a bipolar disorder and have asperger’s syndrome or is it a you have either one or the other and not both.
“me for president”

Yes it sounds like me, I used to do things like that before, but never threatened to kill myself, but I would get pretty angry and did things like that, but mostly i didn’t because i was afraid of my dad hitting me if i did something stupid (he didn’t hit me unless i did something really really bad like knock my sister out or destroy the lamp)

That is till the last 2-3 years where I have been contemplating ******* constantly
Oh and yeah, I am taking zoloft right now with some generic social anxiety medicine.

By: nice

Any ideas on how much it’s gonna cost per ticket for the nosebleeds?

By: ~*tHeY caLL mE eYeZ*~